Some of my stuff

[medicvet]

WAR MOM

I am married to my children
tied by and to my memories
the past engulfs
surrounds
threatens
and is is dangerously and comfortably
familiar

Where from here?
take the step
without knowing how deep
the diving board springs
a drop off to
and my eyes are closed

and i

jump

let go

begin

but not yet

I/i

am still here

and this is nowhere I/i am.